JezebelInHell

i should really shut this thing off before i reveal something that is better left unsaid. but i feel like if i somehow write my thoughts out, they'll stop screaming and dancing in my head. i think it's funny that you have nothing to say to me and yet i want to tell you everything. i could tell you everything, you know. it's not use deceiving; i wish you could have a bigger place in my life. i know it's hard but i'm a selfish bitch. I'm tired of searching for your replacement. i'm so tired. i've got a whole lot of past to forgive. i'm trying to forget. and you haven't called... someone really should shut this thing off.

 I broke someone's heart again. Someone you know; you're looking at him my friend. And the people in our lives, we all leave behind. Here we are in the darkest place. To keep from forgetting, I picture your face. And I wonder, while we count the cost, which is sweeter: love or it's loss? So I curse you, my vampire heart, for letting me love you.

My lover's charms are in a box beneath my bed. And piece by piece, I'll cherish them until the end. Send me an angel to love, I need to feel a little piece of heaven. Send me an angel to love, I'm afraid I'll never get to heaven. They burn my hands, scar my face and blind my eyes. I'll steal your breath and throw away what I despise. Send me an angel to love because I need to feel a little piece of heaven. Send me an angel to love because I'm afraid I'll never get to heaven. Between these walls and darkened halls, I've done my time. If I should die before I wake then you'll know why. Send me an angel to love, I need to feel a little piece o